Ash Wednesday

Why do we wear ashes on Ash Wednesday?

Source : http://fallibleblogma.com/index.php/why-do-we-wear-ashes-on-ash-wednesday/

Perhaps because it’s true. We are indeed mortal – we are dust, and to dust we shall return (Gen 3:19). We are sinful too. And in a world that constantly says “if it feels good, do it” and suggests that a guilty conscience is just one more thing we need a prescription for, we definitely need this healthy dose of reality.

There is something much more important that must go along with this, though. It always helps to put everything we do in the Church in context with the most important event – the resurrection of Jesus Christ, Easter.

In this case, Ash Wednesday is the beginning of Lent which is preparation for Easter. And real preparation for Easter isn’t done with travel plans, fervor over the Sunday afternoon meal, and a resolution to eat less chocolate. It’s done in your soul.

When we look in the mirror on Ash Wednesday and see that black smudge on our forehead, we should be reminded that, no matter what, we are still sinners in need of constant conversion. It is the Church calling us back once again to the graces of our baptism, to do penance, and amend our lives as we approach the greatest celebration in the Church – Easter.

Thus, wear your ashes humbly :)

When you fast, do not put on a miserable faces as do the hypocrites. They put on gloomy face, so people can see they are fasting. I tell you this : they have already been paid in full. When you fast, wash your face and make yourself look cheerful, because you are not fasting for appearances or for people, but for your father who sees beyond appearances. And your Father, who sees what is kept secret will reward you. Matthew 6 : 16-18

Have a blessed Lent to all Christians as we await for Easter. God bless :)

Living Foundation Year Semester 2

Holla lovelies. How have you been?

I've been pretty busy.

Ketua Opsyen + sports + iGAYAears + assignments + proposal letter + trivial matters.

Few things that took place in the absence of my blog update:

1. Marshall & Elena got engaged after 9 year of courtship.

2. Mama's 5th year of passing anniversary.

3. Liverpool made it to Carling Cup finals. Wembley baby!

4. I am able to play netball.

5. Had Single Awareness Day with Gwen instead of Valentine's Day.

6. Adele won six trophies at the Grammy's. A well-deserved one.

7. Fostered good relationship with new friends at the hostel.

8. Accomplished Yell semi -final competition, tree planting and banner painting rally with the committee.

9. Mom and Dad got 'lucky'.

10. :)

More soon. Stay safe everyone.

Happy New Year lovelies!

Another year has left as we stepped in to a brand new year. Hope you had a great 2011 and let us all leave all the negative vibes behind.

Personally, it was a remarkable year for myself as I managed to accomplish few of the things I've always been longing to do. Climbed Mount Kinabalu, despite making it to Laban Rata only due to the awful weather and fell terribly sick on the mission, it was one heck of an experience that I will treasure.

Entered a new phase of life which was college. I am so grateful to have myself in to the IPG knowing that a BIG amount of wishful people are dying to get in but did not make it. Those who are still underestimating this career surely are not seeing the privileges. Until then, time will tell. It's not about being glamourous all the time.

Went through a break up after two years of a relationship full of ups and downs. Never that I regret. At least I had the opportunity to love and to be loved and I have to learn not all things can be hold on for long. Everyone is entitled for a change in them and what kills one only makes one stronger. God bless you always.

Dear 2011, thank you for an amazing journey - the new people whom I've met, you know who you are. The ones that I've offended in a way or another, may you forgive my unkind acts. I would not want to trade anything be it good or bad. Thank you God for blessing me with another year to venture.

Happy New Year with love everyone!

Day 3 : A picture of the cast from your favourite show

Legend... *wait for iiitttt* dary!

Need I say more?

A Love Note

...from my daughter. I was going through some letters today. This hence is one of the most meaningful one. In addition to the the heavy rain outside, I feel the urge to men-jiwangkan diri.

Hey Dearest Mommy. :) *You must read this while enjoying the chocolate. if you oredi read awal2, read again WITH THE CHOCOLATE. WAJIB. *

You know I've had few mommies throughout my years as a prefect, but you're the one I LOVE MOST! *sssh, don't tell anyone* Tehee. I'm so gonna miss you when you're gone. :( Lagu jiwang again this playing as I'm typing this. Oh, before I begin with anything, forgive me for not being creative and not having the tome to buy a proper card. It's okay if you wanna buang this thing. : | sorrrryyyyyy! Last minute!

*coughs* Okay here goes. When I first got you as my mom in form 1, I was sooo terribly nerbous. I was wondering like, "Oh no, Jane. Garang la dis. Die lah meeee." Then when I got to know you more, I thank God that I got one of the best mom ever! Muah muah! It's amazing to know how time's flying and yet it's a sad thing at the same ti

me. Sigh.

Jane, you're such an amazing girl. Very charismatic, talented, charming, patient, gorgeous young lady. Although at times pandai juga ter-meletup but it's okay. People have their bad moments. * I observed you when uou weren't looking:P *I'm so gonna miss you when you leave this school. You and your husky voice, petite lil' body, wide smile and amazing eys. *uiseh, nni baru laa compliment:D * I will miss all the things we did together, like the e-PPDA? :) and more lah. All and all, I wish all the best for your upcoming BIG EXAM! I kno wyou can do well, and I know you'll be able to go through it. Lepas habis SPM, berdung-dang lah kan? Wait for me! I still have a year to go before I can join in the fun! Do keep in touch kays? Jangan lupa meeeeee.

Once SPM'S over, my dearest mommy will mengenjoykan diri,

but janganlah lupakan anakmu yang masih stuck di school ini,

wait for me and together we will berdung-dang,

and make everyone turn their head and go DANGGGGG! ;)

Love you Jane Chantal Pain! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOUUUUUU! Thank you for everything! <3

FYI: I'm listening to your singing now. Soul sister ;) Lovin it.

*****

Who knew a year passed by so fast! *mcm baru yesterday u gave me this letter* Now it's your turn sweetheart. I know you will do well in your SPM. I know it very well. Thank you for making mommy proud in sooooo many ways. ALL THE BEST! GOOD LUCK SYG! Though it's few weeks away, treat this as an official wish to you :)

Prefects Installation, July 2008. ( Note: Ignore my 'ancient' look plsntq)

Love you, Konea!

Day 2 : I've been closest the longest with...

*drum rooooolllll*

The one and only, my Mom. Taken at Genting Highlands, March 2010.

Attached to her for 9 months and 10 days (sampai ka 10 days Mom? ) where she carried me around. She is my best friend, my listener, my part time partner-in-crime, and the only thing that will keep us apart is...

she is a ManUtd fan. Nevertheless, thank you for being there for me. I never regret quarreling with you (of course I do! ) because that made me realize how much I am afraid to lose you. Deep in my heart I always ask for forgiveness for all the pain I caused for being too self-righteous.

Thank you for just being there during my ups and downs. Thank you for searching the best dress for me to wear. I will make you proud.

Love, Girl.

xoxo

10 facts about yours truly

Taken during Andrea's bday at RCH.

#1 I have a very slight uneven skin tone on my cheeks area. Thus, I put on BB cream when I go out.

#2 I speak fluent Malay & English + almost fluent Kadazan.

#3 I am afraid of height. I despise balconies and escalators in shopping malls but I am improving with the escalators.

#4 I am not tall. My second sister is by many centimetres taller than me. Sob.

#5 If the salesperson is following after me in a shop, I will take my exit immediately even if I wanted to buy a certain thing badly.

#6 The upper part of my teeth is not straight. I need braces. I will be gigi besi-fied around next year, hopefully.

#7 I love kids. Count me in for baby sitting.

#8 I got Naib Johan for Pertandingan Pidato Piala Diraja Peringkat Kebangsaan in 2005. Good old days. (n this is a fact, I am not showing off ;)

#9 I will not do my bussiness on a seating toilet bowl in public toilets. I will insist myself to search for a squatting one. ( too detail? )

#10 I wanted to be a television presenter when I watched Daphne Iking hosting Explorace when she first started her career.