Day 3 : A picture of the cast from your favourite show

Legend... *wait for iiitttt* dary!

Need I say more?

A Love Note

...from my daughter. I was going through some letters today. This hence is one of the most meaningful one. In addition to the the heavy rain outside, I feel the urge to men-jiwangkan diri.

Hey Dearest Mommy. :) *You must read this while enjoying the chocolate. if you oredi read awal2, read again WITH THE CHOCOLATE. WAJIB. *

You know I've had few mommies throughout my years as a prefect, but you're the one I LOVE MOST! *sssh, don't tell anyone* Tehee. I'm so gonna miss you when you're gone. :( Lagu jiwang again this playing as I'm typing this. Oh, before I begin with anything, forgive me for not being creative and not having the tome to buy a proper card. It's okay if you wanna buang this thing. : | sorrrryyyyyy! Last minute!

*coughs* Okay here goes. When I first got you as my mom in form 1, I was sooo terribly nerbous. I was wondering like, "Oh no, Jane. Garang la dis. Die lah meeee." Then when I got to know you more, I thank God that I got one of the best mom ever! Muah muah! It's amazing to know how time's flying and yet it's a sad thing at the same ti

me. Sigh.

Jane, you're such an amazing girl. Very charismatic, talented, charming, patient, gorgeous young lady. Although at times pandai juga ter-meletup but it's okay. People have their bad moments. * I observed you when uou weren't looking:P *I'm so gonna miss you when you leave this school. You and your husky voice, petite lil' body, wide smile and amazing eys. *uiseh, nni baru laa compliment:D * I will miss all the things we did together, like the e-PPDA? :) and more lah. All and all, I wish all the best for your upcoming BIG EXAM! I kno wyou can do well, and I know you'll be able to go through it. Lepas habis SPM, berdung-dang lah kan? Wait for me! I still have a year to go before I can join in the fun! Do keep in touch kays? Jangan lupa meeeeee.

Once SPM'S over, my dearest mommy will mengenjoykan diri,

but janganlah lupakan anakmu yang masih stuck di school ini,

wait for me and together we will berdung-dang,

and make everyone turn their head and go DANGGGGG! ;)

Love you Jane Chantal Pain! LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOUUUUUU! Thank you for everything! <3

FYI: I'm listening to your singing now. Soul sister ;) Lovin it.

*****

Who knew a year passed by so fast! *mcm baru yesterday u gave me this letter* Now it's your turn sweetheart. I know you will do well in your SPM. I know it very well. Thank you for making mommy proud in sooooo many ways. ALL THE BEST! GOOD LUCK SYG! Though it's few weeks away, treat this as an official wish to you :)

Prefects Installation, July 2008. ( Note: Ignore my 'ancient' look plsntq)

Love you, Konea!

Day 2 : I've been closest the longest with...

*drum rooooolllll*

The one and only, my Mom. Taken at Genting Highlands, March 2010.

Attached to her for 9 months and 10 days (sampai ka 10 days Mom? ) where she carried me around. She is my best friend, my listener, my part time partner-in-crime, and the only thing that will keep us apart is...

she is a ManUtd fan. Nevertheless, thank you for being there for me. I never regret quarreling with you (of course I do! ) because that made me realize how much I am afraid to lose you. Deep in my heart I always ask for forgiveness for all the pain I caused for being too self-righteous.

Thank you for just being there during my ups and downs. Thank you for searching the best dress for me to wear. I will make you proud.

Love, Girl.

xoxo

10 facts about yours truly

Taken during Andrea's bday at RCH.

#1 I have a very slight uneven skin tone on my cheeks area. Thus, I put on BB cream when I go out.

#2 I speak fluent Malay & English + almost fluent Kadazan.

#3 I am afraid of height. I despise balconies and escalators in shopping malls but I am improving with the escalators.

#4 I am not tall. My second sister is by many centimetres taller than me. Sob.

#5 If the salesperson is following after me in a shop, I will take my exit immediately even if I wanted to buy a certain thing badly.

#6 The upper part of my teeth is not straight. I need braces. I will be gigi besi-fied around next year, hopefully.

#7 I love kids. Count me in for baby sitting.

#8 I got Naib Johan for Pertandingan Pidato Piala Diraja Peringkat Kebangsaan in 2005. Good old days. (n this is a fact, I am not showing off ;)

#9 I will not do my bussiness on a seating toilet bowl in public toilets. I will insist myself to search for a squatting one. ( too detail? )

#10 I wanted to be a television presenter when I watched Daphne Iking hosting Explorace when she first started her career.

30-days blog challenge

I stumbled upon this on Hana's site. I do not know whether I could keep up but I am up for this! Simply join in if you are on the brink of not having the idea of what to post. At least we can keep our respective blogs alive, kan? :)

Day 01: A picture of yourself with 10 facts.

Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03: A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04: A picture of your favourite night.
Day 05: A picture of your favourite memory.
Day 06: A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08: A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09: A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10: A picture of the person you do the most fucking up things with.
Day 11: A picture of something you hate.
Day 12: A picture of something you love.
Day 13: A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14: A picture of something you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15: A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16: A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17: A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18: A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19: A picture and a letter.
Day 20: A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21: A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22: A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23: A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24: A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25: A picture of your favorite day.
Day 26: A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27: A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28: A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29: A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30: A picture of someone you miss.

Money money how you thrill me

This is an important intro to this post. Please read. *eheemmmmm*

So I am certain all the MU fans out there are mourning over their homeground defeat to ManCity. You don't have to wonder which team I am supporting right. Everyone pretty sure knows that I am a diehard fan of the Reds. Thus, YAAAAYYYYY to ManCity! Sorry uncles, cousins, Dad and of course.. the Prime Minister.

Today is the start of the 1 week sem break my college is having. As we are receiving our monthly allowance of RM 430 per month for foundation programmes, I am sad to declare that I have been spending them so unwisely. I am not a spend thrift. I am not. I am not. Okay enough with the denying missy. Let's see what I've spent them for. Clothes, movie tickets, food and necessary good. (note necessary) I know you do too. I therefore forgive myself for the spending. Bright side of it, I didn't have to ask kachings from my parents which is a good news to them and I too didn't have to carry the guilt for asking/begging for cash. Yes Mom and Dad, I do feel guilty for being such a spender :) but. i. just. can't. help. it.

Still, I must refrain myself from giving in to temptations, all these materials. My verdict to this is less outing. Plain impossible.

How did you spend your allowance? And what are your resolutions towards a spender like me?

Do share :)

Becca!

I am going to see Becca later yay! Rebecca Yuki Robert. Tara Nicole Robert.

Yes they're sisters.

First impression

What are the usual impression/s of people on you that you know of? Are you happy with it or vice versa?

As for the one speaking here, it defer according to the people themselves. I pretty got "muka sombong", "tida friendly", "not approachable", "garang", "blur-blur"... Hence, you've got the idea here.

A bit of clarification I may say. I am not sombong or what not. I do smile to people, with exception to strangers. But still, I do smile to certain strangers.. the good ones. My point is simple, don't judge a book by it's cover. You'll be surprised of the content without you knowing. Don't label.

Of course, I can't blame people entirely. It has been experimented that when Jane is not in favour of something, she shows it clearly on her face, according to her closest buddies. Yes, I am very frank, by looks especially. Yet, I know how hypocrisy can come in handy with a decent purpose.

I am not saddened (maybe a bit) nor angry of those impressions on me, but my little heart wishes people around aren't so judgemental. It also wishes that people will open their hearts and minds to accept the flaws that others have. I wish that the ethnocentrism in each of us won't prolong. I wish for friendship, a genuine one. I wish I simply wishes for things to be, just better.

To a dear friend of mine, I am truly sorry for having to judge you at first. I am also sorry that I did that based on what others told me of you. I am glad of our confrontation and the mistakes we admit on doing. I just want you to know that I'll be here for you whenever you need me. Do not be discouraged of your past, everyone has theirs. God is ever merciful.

This goes to another friend, I know that it's hard to have faith when things go all wrong and unanswered. I know how hard it is to believe when we are not seeing what we want to see. I truly know. But as much as I said that I know, only you know yourself best. I hope that you won't give up and consume those anger in you. I pray that He opens your heart, once again.

Let them hate, as long as they fear.